J.Hofer - Yes I was the same. I prepared a really good presentation from the reasoning book so that I could engage the householder in a discussion and still get the 'im not interested' response from them. it had the JW partner that i worked with whoever that be say 'oh thats a really good presentation'. So i looked like i was trying but really i didn't want to be responsible for bringing someone else into this mess and destroy their family
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